You Don’t Know

Can’t stop these feet from sinking
And it’s starting to show on me
You’re staring while I’m blinking
But just don’t tell me what you see

I’m so over all this bad luck
Hearing one more “Keep your head up”
Is it ever gonna change?

So let me just give up
So let me just let go
If this isn’t good for me
Well, I don’t wanna know

Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
I don’t want your good advice
Or reasons why I’m alright

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Sometimes you just need to be alone, you need space to get past the bad. Let’s face it there is an abundant supply of bad in the world and sometimes you need to be not okay. We all have our moments, no one has been in your shoes and no one can tell you how to get rid of your own demons. Someone can sit silently with you, hold your hand and let you deal the best way you know how.

 

Hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Hairplay – Back Blow – Pack 1 RARE

Dress: Kaithleen’s Hope Dress – Denim @Shiny Shabby

Pose: ::WetCat:: “Shelby” Vintage PickUp Prop @Vintage Fair

 

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DO I

Life is about makin’ mistakes
It’s also about tryna be great (right)
Do not let failure scare you away
I know you fed up, you fall, get up
It’s all in us, I can speak about ’cause I did it (true)
Ladies and gentlemen, here’s the exhibit
It’s my life, look a little closer, you could see the highlight
Gold ain’t always golden but I told ’em
Look at all the years I’ve been waitin’ for a moment
Shed a lot of tears just to smile in the mornin’
Tell me could you love me? Tell me could you love me?
Tell me could you love me if I told you why?

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes
But if you can’t take me at my worst
You don’t deserve me at my best

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I got issues just like you got issues
I been hurt, I seen the scar tissue
If I showed you, would you run away?
Do I gotta hide ’em for you to wanna stay?
Do I, even need you? Should I leave you?
Do I, gotta be you, just to please you?
Do I, say I’m all good, when I bleed you
Through my, heart? Quit tearin’ mine apart

Hair – Tableau Vivant \\ Carrie – Basics

Head – Genesis_Head_SOFIE Bento

Jacket – .:villena:. – Off Shoulder Bomber – Ocean

Body Suit – Reflektion – Lace Bodysuit @ ELITE

Collar – DAZED. Obscure Choker – GreyScale

Pose – ::WetCat::&.:LEMON:.//Backdrop Scene#1

(Backdrop scene comes with single poses for male and female, also some couple poses.)

You’re an Angel

When the sun had left and the winter came
And the sky fall could only bring the rain
I sat in darkness, all broken hearted
I couldn’t find a day I didn’t feel alone
I never meant to cry, started losing hope
But somehow baby, you broke through and saved me
You’re an angel, tell me you’re never leaving
‘Cause you’re the first thing I know I can believe in
Angel
You made the brightest days from the darkest nights
You’re the river bank where I was baptized
Cleanse all the demons
That were killing my freedom
Let me lay you down, give me to ya
Get you singing babe, hallelujah
We’ll be touching, we’ll be touching heaven
Hair – *PH* disordered hair // 4 // lightbrown
Head – Genesis_Head_EVA Bento
Collar – DAZED. Obscure Choker – GreyScale (wear) @Whore Couture
Dress – _CandyDoll_ Inna Dress White @Fameshed
Pose – Purple Poses – Danna 02
I usually set up my own sets on my land, well I went somewhere this time. It is really beautiful!

Take Time

Some believe in destiny, and some believe in fate
I believe that happiness is something we create
You best believe that I’m not gonna wait
‘Cause there’s gotta be something more

I get home 7:30 the house is dirty, but it can wait
Yeah, ’cause right now I need some downtime
To drink some red wine and celebrate
Armageddon could be knocking at my door
But I ain’t gonna answer that’s for sure.
There’s gotta be something!

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We are all guilty of putting everything and everything before our own needs at some point. Whether that be working 80 hour weeks to get that promotion, or being a single parent in that 24 hour job, or just helping everyone around us, without thinking about ourselves. The smallest of things can help us to not burn ourselves out, bicycle ride, book to read, bubble bath, blanket and hot cocoa, do something everyday for yourself. It makes everything else you do in life so much more positive.

Hair – Tableau Vivant \\  Starry Night \\ Windy – Redheads

Head – CATWA head Lilo

Skin – Insol – Sarah – Creme

Tattoo – Path – Black Tattoo [CAROL G] @Shiny Shabby

Dress – .::Dead Dollz::. Shy Breeze – White @Shiny Shabby

Shoes – REIGN.- ARIANNA SNEAKERS- FATPACK

Bicycle and cart – {Bad Seed} Vintage Advert Bike – Blue @Shiny Shabby

Goodnight Sweet Valentine

The way you look tonight
That second glass of wine
That did it, mmm
There was something ’bout that kiss
Girl it did me in
Got me thinking
I’m thinking
All of the things that I’ve been feeling
Mmm it’s time you here ’em

In case you didn’t know
Baby I’m crazy ’bout you
And I would be lying if I said
That I could live this life without you
Even though I don’t tell you all the time
You had my heart a long, long time ago
In case you didn’t know

You’ve got all of me
I belong to you
Yeah you’re my everything

In case you didn’t know

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Until someone makes me believe those words, I will be content being my own Valentine. I am still one of those people that believe that there is someone out there for everyone, so for tonight and every night until we find each other, goodnight sweet Valentine. I can’t wait to meet you, to love you, to fight with you, to live this life with you.

Hair – *ARGRACE* NANAO – Dark Browns

Head – Genesis_Head_Eva_3.0 Bento

Tattoo – .Identity. Body Shop – Deep Within

Clothing – Blueberry – Angelberry Corset – Pure                                                                      Blueberry – Angelberry Bra and Panties in Sugar  @ The Epiphany

Body – Maitreya – Lara

Pose – [Quixotica] Fantasy Pose set 1

I Never Needed You.

When I get chills at night
I feel it deep inside without you, yeah
Know how to satisfy
Keeping that tempo right without you, yeah

Pictures in my mind on replay
I’m gonna touch the pain away
I know how to scream my own name
Scream my name

(I love me)
Gonna love myself, no, I don’t need anybody else
(Hey)
Gonna love myself, no, I don’t need anybody else
(I love me)
Can’t help myself, no, I don’t need anybody else
Anytime, day or night
(I love me)
Gonna love myself, no, I don’t need anybody else
(Hey)
Gonna love myself, no, I don’t need anybody else
(I love me)
Can’t help myself, no, I don’t need anybody else
Anytime that I like
(I love me)

I’ll take it nice and slow
Feeling good on my own without you, yeah
Got me speaking in tongues
The beautiful, it comes without you, yeah

I’m gonna put my body first
And love me so hard ’til it hurts
I know how to scream out the words
Scream the words

live-forever

I just want you to know, I know my worth on my own. I know who I am, I might not talk much at first or I might, but I am the same me in every situation. I don’t need anyone to make me, but I love to have good people around me. I like talking to people, and laughing, but I am still me alone.

Hair – Tableau Vivant \\  Burtonette – Basics

Head – Genesis Labs – Head_Eva_3.0 Bento

Makeup – 18 HUD Genesis Lab Lipstick-Chapped Lips                                                                        23 HUD_Genesis_Lab_Tattoo_FROSTY_FACE

Body – Maitreya Lara

Hands – Vista Bento

Tattoo – .Identity. Body Shop – Deep Within

Bodysuit – *May’s Soul* Modern Cinderella white – Currently at Enchantment

Pose – ::WetCat:: “Flutter” Fantasy Wings Female

My Tiniest Valentine

Before I was a Mom, I thought having a “Valentine” was finding a boy who cared about me and I could spend that day with. It was about the day, the flowers, the candy, even jewelry on occasion. Since becoming a mom, and then a single mom, it’s about spending the day and being thankful for this little man. It is about being thankful for a love that I had no idea I was capable of. Being a parent is one of the most amazing yet scary things in the world. It’s amazing because you never thought someone saying “Hewooo” could make you so happy, but scary because those little eyes, look to you to learn who they will become. It is an extreme responsibility to make these little people into good people.

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Anyways, on to the products here. I have to tell you, I have been away for some time, and have come back to Bento. I am so in love, with my new face and hands. From the time I started playing Second Life, which has been some time, we have come such a long way. From bling shoes, skin with no shine, and hair that, well was a disaster to mesh and now hands that move, we look amazing. I love it!

Hands – Vista Bento Prohands – Inworld/Marketplace

Baby – [Black Bantam] For Lali infant baby boy 02 @Epiphany (Closes Feb. 15th)

Pose – Tuty’s Valentine’s Day – Bento Pose Inworld/Marketplace