You Don’t Know

Can’t stop these feet from sinking
And it’s starting to show on me
You’re staring while I’m blinking
But just don’t tell me what you see

I’m so over all this bad luck
Hearing one more “Keep your head up”
Is it ever gonna change?

So let me just give up
So let me just let go
If this isn’t good for me
Well, I don’t wanna know

Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
I don’t want your good advice
Or reasons why I’m alright

Vintage1

 

Sometimes you just need to be alone, you need space to get past the bad. Let’s face it there is an abundant supply of bad in the world and sometimes you need to be not okay. We all have our moments, no one has been in your shoes and no one can tell you how to get rid of your own demons. Someone can sit silently with you, hold your hand and let you deal the best way you know how.

 

Hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Hairplay – Back Blow – Pack 1 RARE

Dress: Kaithleen’s Hope Dress – Denim @Shiny Shabby

Pose: ::WetCat:: “Shelby” Vintage PickUp Prop @Vintage Fair

 

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DO I

Life is about makin’ mistakes
It’s also about tryna be great (right)
Do not let failure scare you away
I know you fed up, you fall, get up
It’s all in us, I can speak about ’cause I did it (true)
Ladies and gentlemen, here’s the exhibit
It’s my life, look a little closer, you could see the highlight
Gold ain’t always golden but I told ’em
Look at all the years I’ve been waitin’ for a moment
Shed a lot of tears just to smile in the mornin’
Tell me could you love me? Tell me could you love me?
Tell me could you love me if I told you why?

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes
But if you can’t take me at my worst
You don’t deserve me at my best

Secrets1

I got issues just like you got issues
I been hurt, I seen the scar tissue
If I showed you, would you run away?
Do I gotta hide ’em for you to wanna stay?
Do I, even need you? Should I leave you?
Do I, gotta be you, just to please you?
Do I, say I’m all good, when I bleed you
Through my, heart? Quit tearin’ mine apart

Hair – Tableau Vivant \\ Carrie – Basics

Head – Genesis_Head_SOFIE Bento

Jacket – .:villena:. – Off Shoulder Bomber – Ocean

Body Suit – Reflektion – Lace Bodysuit @ ELITE

Collar – DAZED. Obscure Choker – GreyScale

Pose – ::WetCat::&.:LEMON:.//Backdrop Scene#1

(Backdrop scene comes with single poses for male and female, also some couple poses.)

Sweet Dreams are…

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused.
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
WCchair

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I travel the world
And the seven seas,
Everybody’s looking for something.

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused.

 

Build and Pose: ::WetCat::&.:Lemon:. “Dawn” Backdrop @ FAMESHED

Dawn backdrop comes with the room and chair. You can buy this with our without the poses. Light and Dark editions available.

Hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Miranda – Basics

Head: Genesis_Head_EVA Bento

Skin: Le Forme Dunya Skin (Genesis) Applier – Pale BOX

Undies: [Glitzz] Snow Lace Lingerie

Tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop – Deep Within

Vase: dust bunny . white rose pitcher

Stars: E.V.E {FATPACK} Poison Glitter

 

The Circle of Life

From the day we arrive on the planet
And, blinking, step into the sun
There’s more to see than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done
There’s far too much to take in here
More to find than can ever be found
But the sun rolling high
Through the sapphire sky
Keeps great and small on the endless round
It’s the circle of life
And it moves us all
Through despair and hope
Through faith and love
Till we find our place
On the path unwinding
In the circle
The circle of life

Walkb

I don’t know about you, but this is one of those days that is engrained in my soul. Those first steps are a celebration and a sad moment. I don’t want my baby to get bigger, but I am so proud that he has learned something new.

Baby – *[Black Bantam] Little Boy Justin Brown 02 RARE @ N21

Dogs – +Half-Deer+ Shiba Inu – Playful & What is This

Shirt – Addams // Rubik Tank Top // White

Pants – BUENO Spring Pants-Fatpack

Hair – DOUX – Veronique hairstyle [Blondes]

House – Trompe Loeil – Raleigh Wedding Barn Full V1.1

Pose – ::WetCat:: “Koullis” 4

True Colors

You with the sad eyes
Don’t be discouraged, oh I realize
It’s hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
The darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small
Show me a smile then
Don’t be unhappy
Can’t remember when
I last saw you laughing
This world makes you crazy
And you’ve taken all you can bear
Just, call me up
‘Cause I will always be there
And I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
True Colors
I see your sad eyes, I see your smile that you hide behind and I love  you.
Hair – pr!tty – April – [Essentials] :boxed: RARE @ Chapter Four
Head – Genesis_Head_EVA Bento
Dress – Una – Akama Dress Long Blue @ LootBox
Pose – ::WetCat:: “Velvet” Curtain Prop

You’re an Angel

When the sun had left and the winter came
And the sky fall could only bring the rain
I sat in darkness, all broken hearted
I couldn’t find a day I didn’t feel alone
I never meant to cry, started losing hope
But somehow baby, you broke through and saved me
You’re an angel, tell me you’re never leaving
‘Cause you’re the first thing I know I can believe in
Angel
You made the brightest days from the darkest nights
You’re the river bank where I was baptized
Cleanse all the demons
That were killing my freedom
Let me lay you down, give me to ya
Get you singing babe, hallelujah
We’ll be touching, we’ll be touching heaven
Hair – *PH* disordered hair // 4 // lightbrown
Head – Genesis_Head_EVA Bento
Collar – DAZED. Obscure Choker – GreyScale (wear) @Whore Couture
Dress – _CandyDoll_ Inna Dress White @Fameshed
Pose – Purple Poses – Danna 02
I usually set up my own sets on my land, well I went somewhere this time. It is really beautiful!

Up All Night

Been sittin’ eyes wide open behind these four walls, hopin’ you’ll call
It’s just a cruel existence like it’s no point hopin’ at all

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
Give me somethin’, oh, but you say nothin’
What is happenin’ to me?

I don’t wanna live forever
‘Cause I know I’ll be livin’ in vain
And I don’t wanna fit wherever
I just wanna keep callin’ your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin’ your name
Until you come back home
I just wanna keep callin’ your name
Until you come back home

waiting

I’m sittin’ eyes wide open and I got one thing stuck in my mind
Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life

Baby, baby, I feel crazy
Up all night, all night and every day
I gave you something, but you gave me nothing
What is happening to me?

Hair – Moon. Hair // – Blondes – Eliminated @Versus Event

Head – Genesis_Head_Eva_3.0 Bento

Lingerie – .Absence. Annabeth Lingerie *BLACK* @Whore Couture

Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Pose – ::WetCat:: “Smoke” Window Prop UNISEX- BOX

Take Time

Some believe in destiny, and some believe in fate
I believe that happiness is something we create
You best believe that I’m not gonna wait
‘Cause there’s gotta be something more

I get home 7:30 the house is dirty, but it can wait
Yeah, ’cause right now I need some downtime
To drink some red wine and celebrate
Armageddon could be knocking at my door
But I ain’t gonna answer that’s for sure.
There’s gotta be something!

take-time

We are all guilty of putting everything and everything before our own needs at some point. Whether that be working 80 hour weeks to get that promotion, or being a single parent in that 24 hour job, or just helping everyone around us, without thinking about ourselves. The smallest of things can help us to not burn ourselves out, bicycle ride, book to read, bubble bath, blanket and hot cocoa, do something everyday for yourself. It makes everything else you do in life so much more positive.

Hair – Tableau Vivant \\  Starry Night \\ Windy – Redheads

Head – CATWA head Lilo

Skin – Insol – Sarah – Creme

Tattoo – Path – Black Tattoo [CAROL G] @Shiny Shabby

Dress – .::Dead Dollz::. Shy Breeze – White @Shiny Shabby

Shoes – REIGN.- ARIANNA SNEAKERS- FATPACK

Bicycle and cart – {Bad Seed} Vintage Advert Bike – Blue @Shiny Shabby